A Book of Memories

Hidden in the attic,
all the way upstairs,
is something very special,
that I would like to share.
My hopes,
my dreams,
old photographs,
of good times and bad times that make me laugh.
The joy of a hug,
the thrill of a kiss,
leaves me to remember the pure, simple bliss.
I cry for the fun,
and giggle for the pain,
I enjoyed the good life I was able to maintain.
The thoughts and wishes,
they all stay with me,
all of these contained in my book of memories.

My Immortal

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

Words I Truely Love

We’re drifting apart,

But I won’t give up, no

Wherever you are I belong

Love sings us a song

But we fail to sing along

Wherever you go I will follow

So please don’t let it

Please don’t let it go

And if you won’t let it I won’t let it go

Please
don’t let it

Please don’t let it go

And
if you won’t let it I won’t let it go

You
try to be strong

You’ve tried it oh so long

Whatever I do I do it wrong

And love sings our song

So eager to sing along

Whatever you do I know it

So please don’t let it

Please
don’t let it go

Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go

Please don’t let it

Please don’t let it go

Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go

Don’t let go of life

Let
go of love

Let go of all we have

So
don’t let go of trust

Let go of lust

Let go of all we share

Love is a flame that can’t be tamed

And though we are it’s willing prey, my darling

We are not the ones to blame

Trust is a word all lovers know

The glorious art of staining souls, my darling

We
are not the ones to blame

The more we have the more we want

And the more it hurts our hearts, my baby

It
always ends up in tears

So keep on pretending

Our heaven is worth the waiting

Keep on pretending, it’s alright

So
keep on pretending

It will be the end of our craving

Keep on pretending

It’s alright

When doubts arise the game begins

The one we will never win, my baby

It always ends up in tears

So keep on pretending

Our heaven is worth the waiting

Keep on pretending, it’s alright

So keep on pretending

It will be the end of our craving

Keep on pretending

It’s
alright

Come on…

So keep on pretending

Our
heaven is worth the waiting

Keep on pretending, it’s alright

So keep on pretending

It
will be the end of our craving

Keep on pretending

It’s alright

Love is a flame that can’t be tamed

And though we are it’s willing prey, my darling

We are not the ones to blame

Just one look into your eyes

One look and I’m crying

’cause you’re so beautiful

 

Just one kiss and I’m alive

One kiss and I’m ready to die

’cause you’re so beautiful

Just one touch and I’m on fire

One touch and I’m crying

’cause you’re so beautiful

Just one smile and I’m wild

One smile and I’m ready to die

’cause you’re so beautiful

 

My darling

Oh you’re so beautiful

You’re so beautiful

Oh
my baby

You’re so beautiful

And you’re so beautiful

Oh
my darling

Oh my baby

And you’re so beautiful

it’ll be too late

I’m gonna simile like nothing’s wrong …
talk like everything is perfect …
act like its a dream …
and pretend nothing is hurting me …

’cause I’ll find my way..
I know you’ll wake up one day..
but it’ll be too late

The Upset

There seems to be an issue
Left unchecked and yet denied
A promise made without much thought
Now chained we must abide

Still you refuse to realize
The desperateness within my eyes
I wish a way, I wish to find
A safe way to leave you behind

My life would then be empty
For you complete what I am
But your life remains unfinished
While I keep you from His hand

You truely claim that you cannot
Remain to be happy, while I am not
Yet that’s the way that it must be
Since this won’t last because of me

Queries

How many times
Has it been
That you have given up
Everything

The love that you gained
Was it worth all the pain
Of letting go?

I’d like to feel
That what we have is real
Enough for me to do the same.

Don’t leave me lying here
Bedded in poisonous fear
That it’s not what we thought

Love can be misapprehension
So is it worth all this tension
For those moments of bliss?

I ask you these queries
In aim to calm my worries
That this is really love

How I’m Feeling

We were close friends, also lovers
did everything for one another
Now youre gone and Im lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow

Come back to me
Can you feel me
Hear me callin for you Cause its

Its been too long and Im lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said Ive been needinyou,
wantin you
Wonderin if youre the same and whos been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes

Now Im sittin here thinkin âbout you
And the days we used to share
Its drivin me crazy, I dont know what to do
Im just wonderin if you still care
And I wanna let you know that its killin me
I know you got another life, you gotta concentrate,
baby

True love

Love was always supposed to be
Something wonderful to me
To watch it grow inside yourself
To feel your heart beside itself
Sometimes it hurts to love so bad
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh
Sometimes the pain is just too much
And it hurts like hell
That’s the way it feels
True love
It has no hiding place
It’s not something you just put away
It’s always there inside of you
and it shows in everything you do
Sometimes it hurts to love so bad
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh
Sometimes the pain is just too much
And it hurts like hell
That’s the way it feels
I know if there is any chance
For us to find our happiness
We’ve got to learn to let it go
Forget all the pain we knew

Love you my whole life long

You are my heat
You are my fire
You make me weak with strong desire
To love you my whole life long
Be it right, or be it wrong
I just want to satisfy ya
Though you’re not mine
I can’t deny ya
Don’t you hear me talking baby?
Love me now or I’ll go crazy

Love Letter

Dearest Flower,

I want to thank you again for allowing me into your life and heart. You have given me the desires of my heart. all I’ve ever wanted was to love and feel that love returned. I have been to others that which I seeked, but it was not until you that the love I sought was felt. Your words touch me and bring me to tears just as thoughts of you fill my world with everlasting warmth.

How is it that you seemed so familiar to me when we have never even met? I fell in love with your words and eventually I fell in love with you, not knowing where things will lead. however, you my beloved knew what it was that you wanted, you were so sure…and because of your love, I now soar on the wings of love, my soul fed, my thirst quenched. I now have a love that I can call my own.

I LOVE YOU

Lovely thought

A lovely thought from a broken heart … “She laughs at my dreams, but I dream only of her laugher”

Thank you

I thank you for being with me.

I thank you for being who you are,
for what you had done for me.

I thank you for being you.

I have many more things to say to you,
but I wish to say it face to face with you.

You are perfect

I’ll never need any change in you as You’re so perfect
and the precious bond that we share is sooo perfect
though we are seperated by so many miles
though we know we may never meet
No one else in the world can even compare this Love
I can’t turn back time But With you I see present and future
as We are always togethor forever
You’ll know How perfect you are when seen through my eyes
I can wait for the fate to show you How lovely you are
You are that someone special & a true miracle to me
Across the oceans, mountain peaks, time and space
You kept my heart alive & love survive

Can you explain?

For what we need to apart?
If we love each other oh so hard.
Why we need to say goodbye?
Cos we have problems in our life?
You know, that I love you, as no one else can,
And you know, that I will love you till my end.
But you have to say goodbye…
and We both have to cry…

God, Can you explain me why?

Because of you

Because of you
my world is now whole

Because of you
love lives in my soul

Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes

Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes

You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.

My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you’ll always be mine.

At the altar
I will joyously say ‘I do’,
for I have it all now
and it’s all because of you.

by Amy S. Bedford

LOST OF LOVE

I have a dream
the dream of freedom
Freedom that seems not easy
not easy to face with in my life every day
Every day that made me weak
weak in facing all the things i have to say thank
Thanks on evey challenges
challenges that make my life moves
Moving on all moment happens
happens in every depeating moment of damns
Damns as i was called myself
Myself that was so unlift
Unlift on every dreams i want
want to be one for they might felt

Journey

I search for you
In every direction I take
What a journey I must make
A long road I’m sure
Just looking for a cure
A lonely journey some of us take

What road do I take
Will I make a mistake
A test of faith or my fate

I know your out there
I continue with faith
Hoping not to make a mistake
In the journey I take

LOVE IS IN THE AIR

LOVE IS IN THE AIR,
WE CAN SPREAD IT EVERYWHERE
LOVE IS LIKE THE FLU
YOU GIVE IT TO ME
I GIVE IT TO U
LOVE MEANS US TOGETHER
BUT ONLY FOREVER
WHEN THERE IS LOVE
THERE ARE NO LIES

ONLY US WHO CAN SATISFIE
NO MORE CRIES
NO MORE TEARS TO DRY
JUST ME AND YOU AND LOVE TOO!

For you…

My heart aches For you…

My soul is dying For you…

It’s been a really long time
We haven’t yet met

I want to you to know
You were not a dream; no

Oh My dearest darling
I Miss you
I am in Love

Sometimes I feel so empty now…
But I know my Love is never weak
It will lasts forever I know

and

I know You miss me too

and

I know you will remember me too

OH God
I beg you
Please just fufill my wish
My one and only desire…
I want to be with my Angel now,
Before I close my eyes,
forever…

OH God
I know you are there

Dreamed

I have dreamed thee too long
Never seen thee or touched thee
but known thee with all of my heart
Half a prayer, half a song
Thou hast always been with me though
we have been always apart

Joe Darion
Dulcinea, from the musical “Man Of La Mancha”

with you – without you

I am walking this Road
With you
In a Dream – a dream of you
Without you
In a world without you
The dream I see in the world without you
I’d like to put it together,
With you…

Residing Deep in Me!

WHEN I FELT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO I AM SEARCHING FOR ……

I ABSORBED YOU IN MY HEART …

YOU DISTRIBUTED YOUR SELF THROUGH OUT MY BODY …

YOU METABOLIZED MY STAGNANT POTENTIAL TO RELEASE ENERGY …

YOU ELEMINATED MY SORROW, MY AGONY, MY LONELINESS …  

AND PURIFIED ME SO, REALLY YOU ARE A PHARMACO … 

MY DREAM….

RESIDING DEEP IN ME…

I love you

You helped me learn to love myself
You made life seem so good.
You said I can do anything I put my mind to
And suddenly I knew I could.

Circumstances are keeping us apart,
We are separated by many miles.
Truly, the only thing that keeps me going
Is that the love we hold for each other.

You are so extra-special to me
And so this to you I really must tell:
You are my one true friend,
My Guardian Angel.

Our love is one-in-a-million
So let’s hold on to it and each other.
We cannot let this chance of pure bliss fly away
For there will never be another.

~~i love you and will always be forever~~

Longing

I’ve never held you in my arms,
or felt your soft touch
or listened to your sweet melody
or watched the slight rise and fall of your body while you sleep….

Through every day like today,
I’ve allowed my thoughts to wander…to you.
What you look like,
wherever you are.
I do miss you like anything..

My heart breaks with wanting you inside of me..
and my strange behavior overrides sweet thoughts of you in me..
it evades that pleasant feeling of you in me..