“Age does not protect us from love, But love to some extent protects us from age.”
Archive for the ‘Feelings’ Category

July 12, 2008
“We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn’t diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.”

What is true love?
June 20, 2008What is true love?
I can picture the day.
Rice flying, a limo pulling up to take her and me to
the airport,
white clusters of flowers on the pews,
tears in my eyes, in lavender chiffon….
Oops. That’s an important part, huh?
L O V E
It’s a commonly thrown around four-letter word.
“I love macaroni and cheese.”
“I love Vanilla Ice.”
(Remember that?)
Sometimes, even an
“I love him”
or
“I love her.”
What is real love?
And is there a difference between that and the
heart-pounding adrenaline rush I feel when I see…?
You know the person I’m talking about.
That hot guy playing basketball at the gym…
the cute girl who makes eye contact as she passes
by…
the friend of a friend of a friend…
maybe a best friend.
It’s that person we keep track of when he or she
is in the same room,
whose comments and actions we analyze to no end.
There are a few things love isn’t.
Love isn’t a feeling.
Although real love is often accompanied by strong
feelings,
love does not equate with the sense of floating on
clouds.
Unlike the type of love that movies, television,
and songs portray, people in love don’t
always feel ooey gooey around each other.
A relationship wouldn’t last long on emotions.
In fact, knowledge is the basis
of a healthy relationship.
Knowing about the other person is key.
I used to and sometimes still do
“fall in love”
with girl that I have never had a conversation with,
whether it be a movie star in the latest romantic
drama or the girl sitting behind me in a class.
I would know his name and his face,
and that was the extent of my knowledge of her.
If I were to start a relationship with her,
who knows where that would lead us!
Knowing about the person’s personality and
character are so important.
One good test is to list the qualities that attract
us to that guy or girl.
If the list is long, we know a lot
about them and like those things.
If the list is short,
we either don’t know a lot about them or
we know a lot but aren’t attracted to his or her
personality.
Another important factor in a
relationship is common life goals.
If the relationship is going to be long term,
we need to be going in the same
general direction as the other person.
If his dream is to travel as an international
businessman and she wants to be a realtor in a single
location,
conflict could arise.
If she wants to live in the
countryside with nature and he likes the hustle
and bustle of a big city,
there are potentially serious problems
with the direction of the couple’s lives.
Love isn’t sex.
That statement alone goes against a lot
of what the entertainment industry feeds us.
Whenever two people hook up in pop culture,
they have sex.
Without showing some of the unpleasant realities
of premarital and extramarital sex,
it is drawn up to be a wonderful,
fun recreational activity.
Sex is created for marriage–
a long-lasting commitment
between a couple.
Outside of marriage, sex can have harsh consequences.
Pregnancy, sexually transmitted diseases, guilt,
insecurity, and shame can follow.
A relationship based on lust can only last
as long as the two are physically close
and find each other sexually attractive.
Love is a choice. It’s a commitment.
Although feelings will accompany love, and although
sex will be a part of marriage, a lasting,
healthy relationship cannot be based on these things.
The Bhagwat Geeta, Kuran & Bible says that
God is love.
God, as our designer and creator,
made us with needs for love.
Do you ever wonder why we constantly seek love from
others
but never feel completely satisfied?
It’s because God designed us for an
unconditional love, and we, as people, are flawed.
People, whether friends, family,
or your significant other,
will invariably let you down at some point.
God wants us to find our need for
love and acceptance in him first.
One person cannot meet all our needs,
even if he’s funny or she’s thoughtful.
We were made for God’s love,
and God’s love alone can fill that need.
Only after experiencing and knowing the
unconditional love that God has for us,
the love that drove God to send his Son to die for us
on earth,
can we begin to love others with the same quality of
unconditional love.
TRUE LOVE 101%
What does it take to be that significant other?
Infatuation
Sees the other person as perfect
Wants to get own needs met; selfish
Spends all time with the other person
Quickly “falls” for the other person
Other relationships and friendships deteriorate
Dependence on the other person causes
Jealousy frequently
Lasts for a short period of time
Distance strains and often puts an end to the
relationship
Quarrels are serious and common
Quarrels can seriously damage the relationship
Love
Sees the other person’s flaws and still loves them
Wants to serve the other person; selfless
Still spends time with others
Takes time to build the relationship
Other relationships and friendships grow stronger
Trust and understanding results in less severe and
less frequent jealousy
Encompasses a long-term commitment
Survives and sometimes is strengthened because of
distance
Quarrels are less serious and less often
Quarrels can strengthen the relationship
Infatuation can be so tempting.
But the question is, do I want a lasting,
satisfying relationship?
If so, infatuation isn’t the answer.
Look at your relationships through the grid above.
Infatuation isn’t a bad thing,
as long as we don’t base a relationship on it.
Perhaps finding real love begins with God,
the one who created relationships.
Now making relationship is also difficult one,

(i know) i’m losing you – jackson five
May 6, 2008Song: (i know) i’m losing you
Artist: jackson five
Your love is fadin’, I feel it fade
Ah, your love is fadin’, I feel it fade
Ah, your love is fadin’, woman I feel it fade
Ah, woman, woman your touch,
your touch has gone cold
As if someone else controls your very soul
I’ve fooled myself long as I can
Can feel the presence of another man
It’s there when you speak my name
It’s just not the same
Ooo babe, I’m losing you
It’s in the air
It’s there everywhere
Baby, baby, babe, I’m losing you
When I look into your eyes
A reflection of a face, I see
I’m hurt, down-hearted and worried, girl
‘Cause that face doesn’t belong to me
It’s all over your face
Someone’s takin’ my place
Ooo baby, I’m losing you
You try hard to hide
The emptiness you feel inside
Oo babe, I’m losing you
I can’t bear the thought of losing you
Ah woman, can’t you see what I’m goin’ through
I’m losin’ my mind (losin’ my mind)
And it’s all because of you
I can’t bear the thought of losing you
I’m losin’ my mind (losin’ my mind)
And it’s all because of you
I can’t stand the thought of losing you

Dead n Alive
April 14, 2008I Died Without Your Love
and Now I live with your Love
I know You call Me a Mad
and Now Let Me be a Mad
I know there is nothing left to gain
and Now I am Living with this pain
I was Dead
and Now you see I am Alive

favorite song
April 14, 2008Never listen to your favorite song
when you’re in love
cause when your heart breaks
all you’ll have left
is that haunting tune
screaming in your ears

A POEM FOR MY LADY
January 4, 2008I WRITE ONE EVERY DAY
SHE’S SO MUCH FUN TO THINK ABOUT
AND SHE LOVES THE THINGS I SAY
I TELL HER SHE IS PRETTY
AND A LOVELY SIGHT TO SEE
I COULD NEVER FIND ANOTHER
WHO COULD MEAN AS MUCH TO ME
SHE HAS CLASS, A DASH OF STYLE
AND AN OVERDOSE OF CHARMS
OH THE WAY SHE MAKES ME FEEL
WHEN SHE IS IN MY ARMS
SHE HAS BOTH WIT AND HUMOR,
AND A HEART THAT’S OPEN WIDE
SHE’S A LADY OF GOOD CHARACTER
WHO’LL WALK BESIDE YOU, STRIDE FOR STRIDE
EVERY NIGHT ANOTHER POEM
IF NOT, THEN EVERY DAY
I COULD WRITE UNTIL FOREVER
AND STILL HAVE MUCH TO SAY

I love you with all my heart
November 8, 2007Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can’t control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

Teach me
November 8, 2007Teach me how to build a nest
I’ll teach you how to fly,
Teach me to reach the shore
I’ll teach you to swim and dive
Come, take my hand,
And together we shall see,
What’s on the other side.

FAILED
November 6, 2007Confined to a world that
doesn’t want me.
Is there any way to escape?
What is this “love” you speak
of.
This “love” does not exist in
my world.
My heart and mind try their
hardest to learn the ways of
loving, but they just can’t.
Saying that you love me is just
a way that you try to
make me feel better.
I say the same words that you
say to me, but it is just a
lie coming from my mouth.
I only utter those words because
you said them and my body
has no real idea the emotions
behind that phrase.
My heart has hardened itself
to learning or understanding
this emotion.
“Love…?”

Sweet dreams
November 6, 2007Sweet dreams, my sweet,
Until the next day we meet.
Another eternity without your lovely face.
Another eternity longing for your embrace.
A long short while measured in tick-tocks.
How cruel, the so slow hand of the clock.
And time spent near
Is time spent dear.
To hear your laugh, a lifting litany.
To see your smile, a portrait of beauty.
To feel your touch, a searing delicacy.
What more could want and not be gotten?
Just a few moments more of precious heaven.
Sweet dreams, my darling,
Until tomorrow’s dawning.
Bright new hours of torturous fire
To ponder away upon thoughts of desire.

Foever Gone
November 6, 2007rising as the somke
off my cigarette
comming up from the depths
of the coldest heart
lost in the wind that sweeps us away
my soul vanishes
into thin air
love gone
life belittled
gone forever never
form you again
to the end i’m gone
forever never again

Melancholy
November 5, 2007I used to be okay,
I used to be strong.
But the walls around me crumbled,
And my life became wrong.
The lies crept in on silent feet.
Poisoning my neurotic mind,
Slowly wrapping me in defeat.
I lied when I said I didn’t love you.
I lied when I said I could move on.
I lied when I said you didn’t matter,
And I lied when I said it didn’t hurt.
You were the catalyst,
Detroying everything in sight.
You broke me down,
And I was too weak to fight.
Now you are gone,
Yet your corrosive effect remains.
I await within my insanity to see you again,
For my blood to race and my heart stop.
I’m just dying for you to get on top.
Own me, control me, violate me.
End the aching and just…
Take me for all I can be.
I surrender myself completely;
Mind, body, and soul.
But you had your chance,
And my weakened morals were worth nothing.
It was simply a meaningless, tormenting dance.
What you still want, I shall never know.
But I would wait for you till the end of eternity,
If only you would tell me so.

In a moment of weakness
November 5, 2007In a moment of weakness
I turned to you
In a moment of weakness
You let me through
You held me close with broken wings
I can hear your laughter as the devil sings
In a moment of weakness,
you healed my soul
yet tore me apart
In a moment of weakness
you made me whole
but broke my heart
In a moment of weakness
I let you go
From my moment of weakness
I’m all alone…

Found a reason
November 3, 2007“I’ve found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you”

We become alive
November 3, 2007I’m lonely
But then
Aren’t you lonely too?
Come then
Walk along with me
And though we but travel
A short while together
We become more alive in each other
Changing what might have been
Into something
That lends a deep meaning
To life itself
And though we but travel
A short while together
I think perhaps
You are with me forever.

That’s alright
November 2, 2007To love one that is lost.
To love one that is taken.
Ever since that day,
My life has been shaken.
My feelings are so strong,
but not much to you.
Although I’m still glad,
you’re here to help me through.
We’ve been through the good.
We’ve been through the bad.
It’s hard to believe,
that I am so sad.
I still love you true,
although it’ll never be.
There’s something in him
that you don’t see in me.
But I guess that’s ok,
because I’ll still be here.
And even if that’s so,
I still have fear.
What will happen to me,
I still don’t know.
But if the pain is too great,
I won’t let it show.
Because you mean so much,
our friendship I will treasure.
And I’ll be content,
as long as you have pleasure.
I know that you’ll forget me,
but that’s alright.
Because I’ll always love you,
with all of my might.

Stars Join Us
November 2, 2007Sitting, alone, darkness consumes.
No one can see the girl.
With bright eyes.
And one curl.
She’s almost saddened by this.
Her most extrordinary show.
It will go unnoticed.
No one will know.
Till they find her limp body.
Alone in her bed.
The lost memories.
Of the life she’d led.
She wanted to see the pain.
The blood drip from her wrist.
Because she had aimed for her goals.
She aimed, and she missed.
She wants to swallow the peace.
Feel the freedom spread through her veins.
Find an everlasting love.
Take away her pains.
She wants to die alone.
The same way she was always found.
Alone with herself.
No other soul around.
And as she got ready.
She turned out the lights.
To die in the darkness.
To escape all life’s frights.
But when the lights went out.
Some magic occured.
The room lit up.
And a memory was stirred.
She recalled a day.
She’d been talking with a friend.
Talking about life.
How much she wanted it to end.
But her friend said no.
She said I love you.
And you know it.
The stars join us two.
No matter where you are.
When you can see the sky.
Glance at the stars.
And reconcider why.
Why do you want to die?
Where has your meaning gone?
Will it be refound?
Will it rise with suns dawn?
If you have any question.
If you know it could.
Then please hold on.
You know that you should.
Because I love you.
My love is in the star.
It is always in my heart.
Whether near or far.
So when the lights went out.
And you saw the glow.
You knew that those lit up stars.
Were your reason not to go.
So you sat back in bed.
Put the knife aside.
Recapped the pills.
And thought how you almost died.
How you almost gave up.
How you based your life on your past.
Knowing full well.
That the past will never last.
So as you lay there that night.
With a refound hope in your heart.
You knew you could find.
A way to restart.
Your life will start now.
It will be based on stars.
Your past will not matter.
Nor will engraved scars.
Because you love’s in the stars.
And stars never die.
So if you ever question.
That’s your reason why.

How can I ever make you feel how much I love you?
November 2, 2007Everytime I try to tell you I love you,
Words don’t seem quit strong enough,
And everytime I hug you
It doesn’t even compare to my love..
I tried to write you a love letter,
But everytime I fail..
My feelings for you are more beautiful,
It’s even better than a true fairytale.
I never could have hoped,
I found someone like you..
And from the day I met you,
I never wished for anyone new.
I guess there are just a few words,
That try to make you understand,
I feel save and loved,
Even knowing my heart lies in your hand
I love you so much.. forever!

Sometimes
November 2, 2007I hear a breath from a distance
Not knowing who it’s from
I stay still and do not look back
Who is it from – I ponder the thought
I wait and wait – wondering
Sometimes, just sometimes it’s the answer we seek
that we don’t really want to know

Love Quote of the Day
October 29, 2007“You know when you listen to music playing from another room? And you’re singing along because it’s a tune that you really love? When a door closes or a train passes by so you can’t hear the music anymore, but you sing along anyway…then, no matter how much time passes, when you hear the music again, you’re still in the exact same time with it. That’s what love is like.”
Anonymous

Journey
October 27, 2007” I’m walking slowly because I was once in a hurry
And I carry this smile because I’ve cried too much “

Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
October 26, 2007wonderful song…movie: namaste london
(Hindhi Movie Song)
Main Jahaan Rahoon
Main Kahin Bhi Hoon
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
Kisi Se Kahoon
Ke Nahi Kahoon
Yeh Jo Dil Ki Baat Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
Main Jahaan Rahoon
Main Kahin Bhi Hoon
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
Kahin To Dil Mein Yaadon Ki
Ek Suli Gad Jaati Hai
Kahin Har Ek Tasveer Bhahut Hi Dhondhali Pad Jati Hai
Koi Nayi Duniya Ke Naye Rango Mein Khush Rehta Hai
Koi Sab Kuch Paake Bhi Yeh Mann Hi Mann Kehta Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai – 3
Kahin To Beete Kal Ki Jadein
Dil Mein Hi Utar Jaati Hai
Kahin Jo Dhage Tute To Malaayen Bhikar Jaati
Koi Dil Mein Jagah Nayi, Baaton Ke Liye Rakhta Hai
Koi Apni Palko Par Yaadon Ke Diye Rakhta Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai

Last Goodbye
October 26, 2007This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it’s over
Just hear this and then i’ll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you’ll ever know
This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can’t we overcome this wall
Well, maybe it’s just because i didn’t know you at all
Kiss me, please kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know it makes me so angry ’cause i know that in time
I’ll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye
Did you say ‘no, this can’t happen to me,’
And did you rush to the phone to call
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind
Saying maybe you didn’t know him at all
You didn’t know him at all, oh, you didn’t know
Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
Burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memories
Offer signs that it’s over… it’s over

Loneliness and togetherness…
October 25, 2007You and I are both lonely,
Lost in our own worlds,
Trying to find ourselves,
Trying to find each other.
A sweet dream it would be,
To awaken in your arms,
To be able to kiss your lips,
To have such a precious gift.
I yearn for your company,
Though we are lost in what to do,
Lost in our own worlds,
Let us be lost together.
Take my hand and bid farewell
To confusion and the loneliness,
You and I will finally be one,
Living within our own sweet love.

A day without you
October 24, 2007A day without you
Is a day without light
You are the love that brings
The sunshine to my life
A day without you
Is a day feeling blue
I want to spend every day
Being loved by you
A day without you
Is a day filled with pain
Countless tears I dry from my eyes
As they fall like rain
A day without you
I don’t want to live
That’s why I’ll be here
Waiting for you until eternity

A thought for today…
October 21, 2007In True Love, the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged.

Direction
October 21, 2007I used to feel fine
you were to be mine
I need direction
to take me to you

Honest poetry
October 19, 2007I’m sick of this
I’ve been a puppet on your string for too long
You don’t own me
I’m tired of being strong for you
Now
I’m doing it for me
And if I wanna break down
That’s what I’m gonna do.
You kept telling me to stay quiet
Take a back seat
Hold everyone else together
What about me?
Watching everyone fall apart around me
Couldn’t join in
Just watching it all crumble
A lone pillar in the metaphorical destruction
Arguing over petty shit
A car door is metal
There are more important things
Like life
Health
And family
But you don’t seem to care
Don’t tell me to shut up
For the past month
That’s all I’ve done.
Silence from me on the outside
But inside
Nothing but noise
Anger
Destruction
Collapse
Fear
Pain
Watch my façade
It won’t last long
Its getting old
Watch it crumble like the rest of this fucked up situation
Pain?
Pills numb the pain.
But that’s not the answer
I’m in a cyclone speed mental spiral
down
down
down
Need to find the brake before its too late
Too late
too late..

Love quote 11-Oct-2007
October 11, 2007“And let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit. For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of its own mystery is not love but a net cast forth: and only the unprofitable is caught”. Khalil Gibran in The Prophet

to Girl of My Dreams
October 8, 2007In my reality, you are my friend, my companion, and my buddy. Yet, in my dreams, you are my lover, my soul mate, and my girl. Why do you stir my emotions so? How can I get so emotional over a girl so far away? This love that I have for you seems so pure and yet so unnatural. Why do I carry such heavy emotions for someone who sees me as a friend? Your simple beauty is ever present due to your grace and sensitivity. Your long dark hair, thick and lustrous, rests neatly upon your shoulders. Your smooth and simple curves are aligned so well upon your tiny frame. Your warm, gentle smile soothes the torrid seas of my heart and soul. Your voice is as soft and mellow as angel harp strings. I am enchanted by your simple poise and charm. Your strength and resilience is amazing. How can someone so dainty can bear the weight of the world on such small shoulders? A lesser woman would be driven insane and yet, you continue to endure. The arrows of scorn from your parents and the impatient desires of men do not belay you from what is important, your self-respect and future. Your slender arms ache under the weight of heavy trays. Your legs and feet are sore from all the walking. Oh how I wish I could help carry your burden a little. I feel so helpless sometimes for the sheer fact that I am not close to you. I understand, that your heart belongs to another, yet if this was a different time and circumstance, I would love for us to be together. Yet, the Almighty doesn’t give man too much opportunity in the love department. You are in my prayers as well as my thoughts and dreams. I pray that you will keep your good judgment, that you will never leave me alone, and that you will always be my friend. I long for the day we meet face to face. I will introduce you to my world. To see simple beauty of Mother Nature. You could run and frolic in the field like the flower maiden I see in my dreams. To introduce you to my family and to their home cooking. I can’t seem to get you out of my mind, I think about you all-day and everyday. Even thought my love runs deep, I have nothing but the deepest respect for. Your friendship is more valuable than all my emotions are worth. As long as you are in my dreams, you will never be forgotten. Now as I lay myself down, I begin to see you in my eyes and I know it will be a sweet dream.

My Immortal
October 5, 2007I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

Words I Truely Love
October 5, 2007We’re drifting apart,
But I won’t give up, no
Wherever you are I belong
Love sings us a song
But we fail to sing along
Wherever you go I will follow
So please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
And if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Please
don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
And
if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
You
try to be strong
You’ve tried it oh so long
Whatever I do I do it wrong
And love sings our song
So eager to sing along
Whatever you do I know it
So please don’t let it
Please
don’t let it go
Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Don’t let go of life
Let
go of love
Let go of all we have
So
don’t let go of trust
Let go of lust
Let go of all we share
Love is a flame that can’t be tamed
And though we are it’s willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame
Trust is a word all lovers know
The glorious art of staining souls, my darling
We
are not the ones to blame
The more we have the more we want
And the more it hurts our hearts, my baby
It
always ends up in tears
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending, it’s alright
So
keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s alright
When doubts arise the game begins
The one we will never win, my baby
It always ends up in tears
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending, it’s alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s
alright
Come on…
So keep on pretending
Our
heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending, it’s alright
So keep on pretending
It
will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s alright
Love is a flame that can’t be tamed
And though we are it’s willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame
Just one look into your eyes
One look and I’m crying
’cause you’re so beautiful
Just one kiss and I’m alive
One kiss and I’m ready to die
’cause you’re so beautiful
Just one touch and I’m on fire
One touch and I’m crying
’cause you’re so beautiful
Just one smile and I’m wild
One smile and I’m ready to die
’cause you’re so beautiful
My darling
Oh you’re so beautiful
You’re so beautiful
Oh
my baby
You’re so beautiful
And you’re so beautiful
Oh
my darling
Oh my baby
And you’re so beautiful

it’ll be too late
October 4, 2007I’m gonna simile like nothing’s wrong …
talk like everything is perfect …
act like its a dream …
and pretend nothing is hurting me …
’cause I’ll find my way..
I know you’ll wake up one day..
but it’ll be too late

What is Love ?
October 3, 2007What is Love ?
It is when a mother touches her new born for the first time
Looking into the small eyes of innocence
Feeling the wealth of creation
Being so complete within
What is Love ?
It is when you look into the eyes of someone
And you see into their soul
It is when you are with someone that makes you feel
Like the world will never end
You endure life together with no question to the task
What is Love ?
It is when your soul is complete
And your heart is light without burden
When you work together to acheive your dreams
To feel at peace with in
What is Love ?
It is sands blowing in the wind
The waves caressing the shores
Water running in a stream
The wind blowing in the trees
Rain falling outside
Being by an old open fire inside
A white frost in the morning
The cristle lights when the sun is rising on a new day
Casting the long shadows of the dawn

The Upset
October 3, 2007There seems to be an issue
Left unchecked and yet denied
A promise made without much thought
Now chained we must abide
Still you refuse to realize
The desperateness within my eyes
I wish a way, I wish to find
A safe way to leave you behind
My life would then be empty
For you complete what I am
But your life remains unfinished
While I keep you from His hand
You truely claim that you cannot
Remain to be happy, while I am not
Yet that’s the way that it must be
Since this won’t last because of me

Empty Fire
October 2, 2007Tonight’s a burning loneliness
Bleak and empty, cloudless above
The absence of the moon speaks
Of the absence of our love
The coldest of wind in the air
The darkest of black in the sky
Frigid and opaque, the adjectives
That aptly describe you and I

Queries
October 1, 2007How many times
Has it been
That you have given up
Everything
The love that you gained
Was it worth all the pain
Of letting go?
I’d like to feel
That what we have is real
Enough for me to do the same.
Don’t leave me lying here
Bedded in poisonous fear
That it’s not what we thought
Love can be misapprehension
So is it worth all this tension
For those moments of bliss?
I ask you these queries
In aim to calm my worries
That this is really love

the truth
October 1, 2007Sometimes I stand
In a light so blinding
I forget darkness
and hold my breath
afraid
it may
all
be
a dream

How I’m Feeling
September 30, 2007We were close friends, also lovers
did everything for one another
Now youre gone and Im lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back to me
Can you feel me
Hear me callin for you Cause its
Its been too long and Im lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said Ive been needinyou,
wantin you
Wonderin if youre the same and whos been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
Now Im sittin here thinkin âbout you
And the days we used to share
Its drivin me crazy, I dont know what to do
Im just wonderin if you still care
And I wanna let you know that its killin me
I know you got another life, you gotta concentrate,
baby

Do You Remember The Time
September 29, 2007Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
When We First Met Girl
Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
Those Sweet Memories
Will Always Be Dear To Me
And Girl No Matter What Was Said
I Will Never Forget What We Had
Now Baby

searching for you
September 29, 2007i’ve been searching for you,
i heard a cry within my soul
i never had a yearning quite like this before
all of my life where have you been?
a sacred gift of heaven

you to me are everything
September 29, 2007I would take the stars out of the sky for you
Stop the rain from falling if you asked me to
I’d do anything for you, your wish is my command
I could move a mountain when your hand is in my hand
Words could not express how much you mean to me
There must be some other way to make you see
If it takes my heart and soul you know I’d pay the price
Everything that I possess I’d gladly sacrifice…
you to me are everything the sweetest song that i could sing…
oh baby………

True love
September 28, 2007Love was always supposed to be
Something wonderful to me
To watch it grow inside yourself
To feel your heart beside itself
Sometimes it hurts to love so bad
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh
Sometimes the pain is just too much
And it hurts like hell
That’s the way it feels
True love
It has no hiding place
It’s not something you just put away
It’s always there inside of you
and it shows in everything you do
Sometimes it hurts to love so bad
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh
Sometimes the pain is just too much
And it hurts like hell
That’s the way it feels
I know if there is any chance
For us to find our happiness
We’ve got to learn to let it go
Forget all the pain we knew

Love you my whole life long
September 28, 2007You are my heat
You are my fire
You make me weak with strong desire
To love you my whole life long
Be it right, or be it wrong
I just want to satisfy ya
Though you’re not mine
I can’t deny ya
Don’t you hear me talking baby?
Love me now or I’ll go crazy

Broken heart
September 27, 2007why do they say that time will heal this broken heart
they will know it isn’t true if they met someone like you
so who’s gonna come around and heal this broken heart
show me how to love but never say goodbye

Love Letter
September 27, 2007Dearest Flower,
I want to thank you again for allowing me into your life and heart. You have given me the desires of my heart. all I’ve ever wanted was to love and feel that love returned. I have been to others that which I seeked, but it was not until you that the love I sought was felt. Your words touch me and bring me to tears just as thoughts of you fill my world with everlasting warmth.
How is it that you seemed so familiar to me when we have never even met? I fell in love with your words and eventually I fell in love with you, not knowing where things will lead. however, you my beloved knew what it was that you wanted, you were so sure…and because of your love, I now soar on the wings of love, my soul fed, my thirst quenched. I now have a love that I can call my own.
I LOVE YOU

Happiness Turns Sad
September 27, 2007Wake up, first thing to come to mind is you
Eat breakfast, do nothing but think of you
Do my daily things, know I have you
Get home and call you up
We talk and talk until I start to choke up
I wish I could have you forever
I’m afraid that if you leave my love will shiver
I try not to worry but it’s so hard not to
I know you’re the greatest but that’s what I don’t do
I should tell you that more often but I just forget
I guess I should stop that bad habit
I get all sad when you say you have bad news
I try but it’s just so hard to put myself in your shoes
I worry and cry
Do nothing but act shy
So, all in all I just get to worried and to sad
But it’s so hard when I love you and what I have said
I try to tell you how much I care and how much it matters
But when I do, I just get the feeling that I don’t matter
Then you tell me that all will be fine and that you love me
I start to cheer up and put a smile on me
Then in the end I always end up hugging you once more
So, I know that this time will be no worse and I’ll just love you even more

Dazzled With Love
September 25, 2007I look into your eyes and see nothing but a perfect person
I think about you and notice the little wonderful things you do
I look at you and realize how lucky I am to have a person bright as the sun
To me you’re the only soul that flew
Every time I hold you, I am dazzled at how I have something so perfect
We look into each other’s eyes and know we’re in love
Every time this happens I know I’m dazzled with love…

Thinking of You
September 25, 2007I lay awake in my bed and dream
I think about all the things that make me happy and sad
I think of when my life will be over
I know once I’m done nothing will really matter
The only thing I will really miss is you and your heart
Then I start to think about the in between
Now I realize my life will never end as long as I’m with you

missing you
September 24, 2007“missing you is just a part of living. missing you feels like a way of life. i’m living out the life that i’ve been given. but baby i still wish that you were mine.”

He truly Loves her..
September 22, 2007When he has to wake up early for an early morning meeting in office he tries to be as quiet as he can be.. It’s very hard for him as she is EXTREMELY light sleeper…and He prepares Breakfast too.. ahhh that’s lovely gift of the Day isn’t it! He gives her kiss everyday before he leaves for office.. sometimes He comes home during his hour of Lunch to drop off a cute and delicious cupcake for her.
He knows how to melt her as He truly Loves her..

It Would Be Different
September 21, 2007I know how depressed you’ve been
And I know how sad you will remain
All you need is someone to hold you
All you want is someone to love
Someone who loves you too
I know all this and I know one more thing
That it would be different
If I was there
To hold you
To love you
I know it would be different
If I was there

You’re the Highlight of My Day
September 21, 2007“Every day I wait for the few minutes I have with you”
“During the day, all I think about is you”
“I wish everyone could just grow up and leave us alone”
“I feel like I can’t live without you”
“You may not believe me when I tell you you’re the greatest person in the world”
“I know it’s the truth because all you do is become the highlight of my day”

It’s gonna be fine
September 21, 2007You said goodbye but you can’t be out of sight
Although we never meet, but our memories will remain
You will be always far which is not bad for me
I don’t care if your body isn’t here.. but then It’s gonna be fine
Why would I want your love if it’s not yours
But my Love is mine which I like to keep for while… in this rest life
There is no formula or law which can take it away

Angel divine
September 20, 2007Though star-blazed skies my mind contained,
The solitude of night my heart concealed,
Love’s emotions were so fully restrained,
Thus did I hide behind a self-made shield.
And then you entered into my life,
Bewildering feelings, dazed and confused,
But you continued deeper like a knife,
Until my hardness was thus subdued.
What I never thought possible for me,
You’ve done and that I’ll always treasure,
My heart burns fervent with love for thee,
Our souls delight in each beyond all measure.
And as you now place your sweet lips on mine,
I know for certain I’m enraptured with an angel divine.
by Shawn Mikula

Lovely thought
September 19, 2007A lovely thought from a broken heart … “She laughs at my dreams, but I dream only of her laugher”

Missed Love
September 19, 2007Why do people leave when they say they will stay? , Why do you love when they only go away? , Why do people forget the most important days? , Why do people laugh, when they really want to cry? , Why is it that when people leave they never say good bye.

Thank you
September 19, 2007I thank you for being with me.
I thank you for being who you are,
for what you had done for me.
I thank you for being you.
I have many more things to say to you,
but I wish to say it face to face with you.

You are perfect
September 18, 2007I’ll never need any change in you as You’re so perfect
and the precious bond that we share is sooo perfect
though we are seperated by so many miles
though we know we may never meet
No one else in the world can even compare this Love
I can’t turn back time But With you I see present and future
as We are always togethor forever
You’ll know How perfect you are when seen through my eyes
I can wait for the fate to show you How lovely you are
You are that someone special & a true miracle to me
Across the oceans, mountain peaks, time and space
You kept my heart alive & love survive

Can you explain?
September 17, 2007For what we need to apart?
If we love each other oh so hard.
Why we need to say goodbye?
Cos we have problems in our life?
You know, that I love you, as no one else can,
And you know, that I will love you till my end.
But you have to say goodbye…
and We both have to cry…
God, Can you explain me why?

Because of you
September 17, 2007Because of you
my world is now whole
Because of you
love lives in my soul
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you’ll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say ‘I do’,
for I have it all now
and it’s all because of you.
by Amy S. Bedford

LOST OF LOVE
September 14, 2007I have a dream
the dream of freedom
Freedom that seems not easy
not easy to face with in my life every day
Every day that made me weak
weak in facing all the things i have to say thank
Thanks on evey challenges
challenges that make my life moves
Moving on all moment happens
happens in every depeating moment of damns
Damns as i was called myself
Myself that was so unlift
Unlift on every dreams i want
want to be one for they might felt

Journey
September 13, 2007I search for you
In every direction I take
What a journey I must make
A long road I’m sure
Just looking for a cure
A lonely journey some of us take
What road do I take
Will I make a mistake
A test of faith or my fate
I know your out there
I continue with faith
Hoping not to make a mistake
In the journey I take

Rhythm of life
September 12, 2007In the rhythm of life, We sometimes find ourselves out of tune, Out as long as there are friends like you to provide the melody, the music plays on-N-on …

Hope I did it ..
September 12, 2007I asked God 2 Bless You
He did..
I asked him 2 love u ..
He did..
I askd him 2 make u happy ..
He deined and said..
u r here to make better..
Hope I did it ..

LOVE IS IN THE AIR
September 11, 2007LOVE IS IN THE AIR,
WE CAN SPREAD IT EVERYWHERE
LOVE IS LIKE THE FLU
YOU GIVE IT TO ME
I GIVE IT TO U
LOVE MEANS US TOGETHER
BUT ONLY FOREVER
WHEN THERE IS LOVE
THERE ARE NO LIES
ONLY US WHO CAN SATISFIE
NO MORE CRIES
NO MORE TEARS TO DRY
JUST ME AND YOU AND LOVE TOO!

you and me
September 11, 2007Sometimes it’s hard to say,
But know I miss you every day.
I wish you came soon to me,
And we’ll be happy only you and me.

For you…
September 10, 2007My heart aches For you…
My soul is dying For you…
It’s been a really long time
We haven’t yet met
I want to you to know
You were not a dream; no
Oh My dearest darling
I Miss you
I am in Love
Sometimes I feel so empty now…
But I know my Love is never weak
It will lasts forever I know
and
I know You miss me too
and
I know you will remember me too
OH God
I beg you
Please just fufill my wish
My one and only desire…
I want to be with my Angel now,
Before I close my eyes,
forever…
OH God
I know you are there

Feelings
September 10, 2007Feelings not to supress…
Feelings not to express…
Feelings are there just to feel…
or share them, its a good deal…


Jeff Buckley – Grace (1994)