A Book of Memories

Hidden in the attic,
all the way upstairs,
is something very special,
that I would like to share.
My hopes,
my dreams,
old photographs,
of good times and bad times that make me laugh.
The joy of a hug,
the thrill of a kiss,
leaves me to remember the pure, simple bliss.
I cry for the fun,
and giggle for the pain,
I enjoyed the good life I was able to maintain.
The thoughts and wishes,
they all stay with me,
all of these contained in my book of memories.

My Immortal

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

How I’m Feeling

We were close friends, also lovers
did everything for one another
Now youre gone and Im lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow

Come back to me
Can you feel me
Hear me callin for you Cause its

Its been too long and Im lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said Ive been needinyou,
wantin you
Wonderin if youre the same and whos been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes

Now Im sittin here thinkin âbout you
And the days we used to share
Its drivin me crazy, I dont know what to do
Im just wonderin if you still care
And I wanna let you know that its killin me
I know you got another life, you gotta concentrate,
baby

Happiness Turns Sad

Wake up, first thing to come to mind is you
Eat breakfast, do nothing but think of you
Do my daily things, know I have you
Get home and call you up
We talk and talk until I start to choke up
I wish I could have you forever
I’m afraid that if you leave my love will shiver
I try not to worry but it’s so hard not to
I know you’re the greatest but that’s what I don’t do
I should tell you that more often but I just forget
I guess I should stop that bad habit
I get all sad when you say you have bad news
I try but it’s just so hard to put myself in your shoes
I worry and cry
Do nothing but act shy
So, all in all I just get to worried and to sad
But it’s so hard when I love you and what I have said
I try to tell you how much I care and how much it matters
But when I do, I just get the feeling that I don’t matter
Then you tell me that all will be fine and that you love me
I start to cheer up and put a smile on me
Then in the end I always end up hugging you once more
So, I know that this time will be no worse and I’ll just love you even more

Lovely thought

A lovely thought from a broken heart … “She laughs at my dreams, but I dream only of her laugher”

Missed Love

Why do people leave when they say they will stay? , Why do you love when they only go away? , Why do people forget the most important days? , Why do people laugh, when they really want to cry? , Why is it that when people leave they never say good bye.

Can you explain?

For what we need to apart?
If we love each other oh so hard.
Why we need to say goodbye?
Cos we have problems in our life?
You know, that I love you, as no one else can,
And you know, that I will love you till my end.
But you have to say goodbye…
and We both have to cry…

God, Can you explain me why?

Because of you

Because of you
my world is now whole

Because of you
love lives in my soul

Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes

Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes

You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.

My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you’ll always be mine.

At the altar
I will joyously say ‘I do’,
for I have it all now
and it’s all because of you.

by Amy S. Bedford

Journey

I search for you
In every direction I take
What a journey I must make
A long road I’m sure
Just looking for a cure
A lonely journey some of us take

What road do I take
Will I make a mistake
A test of faith or my fate

I know your out there
I continue with faith
Hoping not to make a mistake
In the journey I take

LOVE IS IN THE AIR

LOVE IS IN THE AIR,
WE CAN SPREAD IT EVERYWHERE
LOVE IS LIKE THE FLU
YOU GIVE IT TO ME
I GIVE IT TO U
LOVE MEANS US TOGETHER
BUT ONLY FOREVER
WHEN THERE IS LOVE
THERE ARE NO LIES

ONLY US WHO CAN SATISFIE
NO MORE CRIES
NO MORE TEARS TO DRY
JUST ME AND YOU AND LOVE TOO!

you and me

Sometimes it’s hard to say,
But know I miss you every day.
I wish you came soon to me,
And we’ll be happy only you and me.

For you…

My heart aches For you…

My soul is dying For you…

It’s been a really long time
We haven’t yet met

I want to you to know
You were not a dream; no

Oh My dearest darling
I Miss you
I am in Love

Sometimes I feel so empty now…
But I know my Love is never weak
It will lasts forever I know

and

I know You miss me too

and

I know you will remember me too

OH God
I beg you
Please just fufill my wish
My one and only desire…
I want to be with my Angel now,
Before I close my eyes,
forever…

OH God
I know you are there