Stars Join Us

Sitting, alone, darkness consumes.
No one can see the girl.
With bright eyes.
And one curl.

She’s almost saddened by this.
Her most extrordinary show.
It will go unnoticed.
No one will know.

Till they find her limp body.
Alone in her bed.
The lost memories.
Of the life she’d led.

She wanted to see the pain.
The blood drip from her wrist.
Because she had aimed for her goals.
She aimed, and she missed.

She wants to swallow the peace.
Feel the freedom spread through her veins.
Find an everlasting love.
Take away her pains.

She wants to die alone.
The same way she was always found.
Alone with herself.
No other soul around.

And as she got ready.
She turned out the lights.
To die in the darkness.
To escape all life’s frights.

But when the lights went out.
Some magic occured.
The room lit up.
And a memory was stirred.

She recalled a day.
She’d been talking with a friend.
Talking about life.
How much she wanted it to end.

But her friend said no.
She said I love you.
And you know it.
The stars join us two.

No matter where you are.
When you can see the sky.
Glance at the stars.
And reconcider why.

Why do you want to die?
Where has your meaning gone?
Will it be refound?
Will it rise with suns dawn?

If you have any question.
If you know it could.
Then please hold on.
You know that you should.

Because I love you.
My love is in the star.
It is always in my heart.
Whether near or far.

So when the lights went out.
And you saw the glow.
You knew that those lit up stars.
Were your reason not to go.

So you sat back in bed.
Put the knife aside.
Recapped the pills.
And thought how you almost died.

How you almost gave up.
How you based your life on your past.
Knowing full well.
That the past will never last.

So as you lay there that night.
With a refound hope in your heart.
You knew you could find.
A way to restart.

Your life will start now.
It will be based on stars.
Your past will not matter.
Nor will engraved scars.

Because you love’s in the stars.
And stars never die.
So if you ever question.
That’s your reason why.

Last Goodbye

 Jeff Buckley – Grace (1994)

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it’s over
Just hear this and then i’ll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you’ll ever know

This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can’t we overcome this wall
Well, maybe it’s just because i didn’t know you at all

Kiss me, please kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know it makes me so angry ’cause i know that in time
I’ll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye

Did you say ‘no, this can’t happen to me,’
And did you rush to the phone to call
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind
Saying maybe you didn’t know him at all
You didn’t know him at all, oh, you didn’t know

Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
Burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memories
Offer signs that it’s over… it’s over

Direction

I used to feel fine
you were to be mine
I need direction
to take me to you