Scattered Dreams

Today I lost my dream,
It’s flick on my mind makes me scream,

The future with which my eyes jaded,
Those promising moments look faded,

My virtues & life seems complicated,
Why do I feel that I’m rejected,

The sparkling lights I was waiting to see,
Came very near and passed by me,

Leaving every hope I built shattered,
In broken pieces, I lie scattered,

Will gather my strength and get up again,
For another blow, which I will sustain,

I promise my life, I will change my fate,
If not sooner, then maybe a bit late…

Last note

Virginia Woolf – In her last note to her husband she wrote:

“ I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go through another of those terrible times. And I shan’t recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can’t concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don’t think two people could have been happier ’til this terrible disease came. I can’t fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can’t even write this properly. I can’t read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that — everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can’t go on spoiling your life any longer. I don’t think two people could have been happier than we have been. ”

Are you aware?

“Have you any notion how many books are written about women in the course of one year? Have you any notion how many are written by men? Are you aware that you are, perhaps, the most discussed animal in the universe?”

- Virginia Woolf

Come to me soon

When I hear from you
my heart beats fast,
you make me melt inside,
I feel you in my soul
I want you,
I can’t resist no more.

Come to me soon
My life feels empty,
Fulfill me, I will give
All my love to you.

MISSING YOU

When will the waiting ever be over?
For as long as were apart I can never be whole
Oh! My Dearest Love
I just want you to know
That my heart is aching because
“I’M MISSING YOU!”

I love you

You helped me learn to love myself
You made life seem so good.
You said I can do anything I put my mind to
And suddenly I knew I could.

Circumstances are keeping us apart,
We are separated by many miles.
Truly, the only thing that keeps me going
Is that the love we hold for each other.

You are so extra-special to me
And so this to you I really must tell:
You are my one true friend,
My Guardian Angel.

Our love is one-in-a-million
So let’s hold on to it and each other.
We cannot let this chance of pure bliss fly away
For there will never be another.

~~i love you and will always be forever~~

how?

How does one maintain motivation to carry on with the things we want and need when we’re not where we’re supposed to be personally, professionally and mentally and physically?

Longing

I’ve never held you in my arms,
or felt your soft touch
or listened to your sweet melody
or watched the slight rise and fall of your body while you sleep….

Through every day like today,
I’ve allowed my thoughts to wander…to you.
What you look like,
wherever you are.
I do miss you like anything..

My heart breaks with wanting you inside of me..
and my strange behavior overrides sweet thoughts of you in me..
it evades that pleasant feeling of you in me..

One wish

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine…

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

– Courtney Kuchta

Book of Love

In the middle of the night
and you are wide awake,
your heart filled with your Love.

Where do you go when You’re filled with these thoughts?
Where do you put them?
Who can you tell that will understand the aching you feel in your heart,
the ache of waiting not of sorrow.
So I again You pour your heart out on words.
These are your words and Your Love,
the book of love,
the book of longing filled with hours and days of waiting for love.

True Love Exists? …. !

Have you ever experienced True Love?

TRUE LOVE IS HARD TO FIND…
IMPOSSIBLE TO LOSE…
IMPOSSIBLE TO FORGET…

TRUE LOVERS WOULD NEVER BEEN APART…
MAYBE I’M FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER……BUT
NOT ON MY MIND…..ESP..NOT ON MY HEART…
NO GOODBYES AND NO FAREWELL IN TRUE LOVE
JUST A PROMISE THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS…
IT WILL ALWAYS BE FOREVER!…