The Beatles stars John Lennon and Paul McCartney created the song “All you need is love”. Mahatma Gandhi has said “Love never claims, it only gives”. Poet Janos Arany says “In dream and in love, there are no impossibilities”. It seems nature has conspired for us to fall in love. Let’s love and let’s live.

Quote
October 21, 2008US Transcendentalist author (1817 – 1862)

Quote: Age
July 15, 2008“Age does not protect us from love, But love to some extent protects us from age.”

Quote
July 12, 2008“We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn’t diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.”

What is true love?
June 20, 2008What is true love?
I can picture the day.
Rice flying, a limo pulling up to take her and me to
the airport,
white clusters of flowers on the pews,
tears in my eyes, in lavender chiffon….
Oops. That’s an important part, huh?
L O V E
It’s a commonly thrown around four-letter word.
“I love macaroni and cheese.”
“I love Vanilla Ice.”
(Remember that?)
Sometimes, even an
“I love him”
or
“I love her.”
What is real love?
And is there a difference between that and the
heart-pounding adrenaline rush I feel when I see…?
You know the person I’m talking about.
That hot guy playing basketball at the gym…
the cute girl who makes eye contact as she passes
by…
the friend of a friend of a friend…
maybe a best friend.
It’s that person we keep track of when he or she
is in the same room,
whose comments and actions we analyze to no end.
There are a few things love isn’t.
Love isn’t a feeling.
Although real love is often accompanied by strong
feelings,
love does not equate with the sense of floating on
clouds.
Unlike the type of love that movies, television,
and songs portray, people in love don’t
always feel ooey gooey around each other.
A relationship wouldn’t last long on emotions.
In fact, knowledge is the basis
of a healthy relationship.
Knowing about the other person is key.
I used to and sometimes still do
“fall in love”
with girl that I have never had a conversation with,
whether it be a movie star in the latest romantic
drama or the girl sitting behind me in a class.
I would know his name and his face,
and that was the extent of my knowledge of her.
If I were to start a relationship with her,
who knows where that would lead us!
Knowing about the person’s personality and
character are so important.
One good test is to list the qualities that attract
us to that guy or girl.
If the list is long, we know a lot
about them and like those things.
If the list is short,
we either don’t know a lot about them or
we know a lot but aren’t attracted to his or her
personality.
Another important factor in a
relationship is common life goals.
If the relationship is going to be long term,
we need to be going in the same
general direction as the other person.
If his dream is to travel as an international
businessman and she wants to be a realtor in a single
location,
conflict could arise.
If she wants to live in the
countryside with nature and he likes the hustle
and bustle of a big city,
there are potentially serious problems
with the direction of the couple’s lives.
Love isn’t sex.
That statement alone goes against a lot
of what the entertainment industry feeds us.
Whenever two people hook up in pop culture,
they have sex.
Without showing some of the unpleasant realities
of premarital and extramarital sex,
it is drawn up to be a wonderful,
fun recreational activity.
Sex is created for marriage–
a long-lasting commitment
between a couple.
Outside of marriage, sex can have harsh consequences.
Pregnancy, sexually transmitted diseases, guilt,
insecurity, and shame can follow.
A relationship based on lust can only last
as long as the two are physically close
and find each other sexually attractive.
Love is a choice. It’s a commitment.
Although feelings will accompany love, and although
sex will be a part of marriage, a lasting,
healthy relationship cannot be based on these things.
The Bhagwat Geeta, Kuran & Bible says that
God is love.
God, as our designer and creator,
made us with needs for love.
Do you ever wonder why we constantly seek love from
others
but never feel completely satisfied?
It’s because God designed us for an
unconditional love, and we, as people, are flawed.
People, whether friends, family,
or your significant other,
will invariably let you down at some point.
God wants us to find our need for
love and acceptance in him first.
One person cannot meet all our needs,
even if he’s funny or she’s thoughtful.
We were made for God’s love,
and God’s love alone can fill that need.
Only after experiencing and knowing the
unconditional love that God has for us,
the love that drove God to send his Son to die for us
on earth,
can we begin to love others with the same quality of
unconditional love.
TRUE LOVE 101%
What does it take to be that significant other?
Infatuation
Sees the other person as perfect
Wants to get own needs met; selfish
Spends all time with the other person
Quickly “falls” for the other person
Other relationships and friendships deteriorate
Dependence on the other person causes
Jealousy frequently
Lasts for a short period of time
Distance strains and often puts an end to the
relationship
Quarrels are serious and common
Quarrels can seriously damage the relationship
Love
Sees the other person’s flaws and still loves them
Wants to serve the other person; selfless
Still spends time with others
Takes time to build the relationship
Other relationships and friendships grow stronger
Trust and understanding results in less severe and
less frequent jealousy
Encompasses a long-term commitment
Survives and sometimes is strengthened because of
distance
Quarrels are less serious and less often
Quarrels can strengthen the relationship
Infatuation can be so tempting.
But the question is, do I want a lasting,
satisfying relationship?
If so, infatuation isn’t the answer.
Look at your relationships through the grid above.
Infatuation isn’t a bad thing,
as long as we don’t base a relationship on it.
Perhaps finding real love begins with God,
the one who created relationships.
Now making relationship is also difficult one,

(i know) i’m losing you – jackson five
May 6, 2008Song: (i know) i’m losing you
Artist: jackson five
Your love is fadin’, I feel it fade
Ah, your love is fadin’, I feel it fade
Ah, your love is fadin’, woman I feel it fade
Ah, woman, woman your touch,
your touch has gone cold
As if someone else controls your very soul
I’ve fooled myself long as I can
Can feel the presence of another man
It’s there when you speak my name
It’s just not the same
Ooo babe, I’m losing you
It’s in the air
It’s there everywhere
Baby, baby, babe, I’m losing you
When I look into your eyes
A reflection of a face, I see
I’m hurt, down-hearted and worried, girl
‘Cause that face doesn’t belong to me
It’s all over your face
Someone’s takin’ my place
Ooo baby, I’m losing you
You try hard to hide
The emptiness you feel inside
Oo babe, I’m losing you
I can’t bear the thought of losing you
Ah woman, can’t you see what I’m goin’ through
I’m losin’ my mind (losin’ my mind)
And it’s all because of you
I can’t bear the thought of losing you
I’m losin’ my mind (losin’ my mind)
And it’s all because of you
I can’t stand the thought of losing you

Dead n Alive
April 14, 2008I Died Without Your Love
and Now I live with your Love
I know You call Me a Mad
and Now Let Me be a Mad
I know there is nothing left to gain
and Now I am Living with this pain
I was Dead
and Now you see I am Alive

favorite song
April 14, 2008Never listen to your favorite song
when you’re in love
cause when your heart breaks
all you’ll have left
is that haunting tune
screaming in your ears

Quote
April 14, 2008“It is better to break one’s heart than to do nothing with it.”
- Margaret Kennedy

IN MY HEART
April 8, 2008Every day, I have a momentous dream;
A dream of untold bliss and ecstasy.
Within it, I find myself in your arms.
I hold tight, the pains and sorrows disappear.
This embrace, I dare not ever leave,
For panic this moment will fade away.
With a start, I glance up at your face;
It beams, much like that of an angel.
Your smile, sets my heart on fire
And lights every essence of my body.
In your presence, I find irrepressible joy;
Away from you, a shadow casts over my life.
Softly, you take my hand in yours;
Together we glide across the breeze.
In my mind, I know this dream will end;
But in my heart, this dream will live on forever.
BY NIALL DOHERTY

happiness-increasing agent
April 8, 2008He is happiness-increasing agent to others But not always to himself.. he is Great Soul.

i am free
April 4, 2008I didnt know how to move on
when you said our relationship was through
because everyday i thought of how
how I yearned for you.
I stayed out in the rain
so it would wash away my tears
but you were still in my head
along with the rest of my fears
When you wouldnt talk to me
it felt like my wounds were rubbed with salt
I hated myself for a year
before i realised it wasnt my fault
Another year has passed
with only faded thoughts of you
i no longer cry, yearn or fight
because i know now what to do
You will always be a great memory
and thats all you are to me
because now that i am stronger
i know that i am free

You only need a heart full of grace. a soul generated by love.
April 2, 2008“Everybody can be great… because anybody can serve. You don’t have to have a college degree to serve. You don’t have to make your subject and verb agree to serve. you only need a heart full of grace. a soul generated by love.”
– Martin Luther King, Jr.

Together
March 19, 2008“A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it’s you and me together forever; and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart.”

Love
February 29, 2008“Love feels no burden, regards not labors, strives toward more than it attains, argues not of impossibility, since it believes that it may and can do all things. Therefore it avails for all things, and fulfils and accomplishes much where one not a lover falls and lies helpless”.
Thomas à Kempis (1380-1471), German monk, mystic, in The Imitation of Christ, pt. 3, ch. 6 (1471).

Swedish proverb
February 27, 2008“Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it.”
Swedish proverb

It’s funny n strange
January 9, 2008It’s funny n strange, Even when we become happiest for others, We feel sorriest for ourselves.

The Pleasures of Love
January 8, 2008If we seek the pleasures of love, passion should be occasional, and common sense continual”.
- Robertson Davies, “The Pleasures of Love,” in Saturday Night (23 December 1961); reprinted in The Enthusiasms of Robertson Davies (1990).

A POEM FOR MY LADY
January 4, 2008I WRITE ONE EVERY DAY
SHE’S SO MUCH FUN TO THINK ABOUT
AND SHE LOVES THE THINGS I SAY
I TELL HER SHE IS PRETTY
AND A LOVELY SIGHT TO SEE
I COULD NEVER FIND ANOTHER
WHO COULD MEAN AS MUCH TO ME
SHE HAS CLASS, A DASH OF STYLE
AND AN OVERDOSE OF CHARMS
OH THE WAY SHE MAKES ME FEEL
WHEN SHE IS IN MY ARMS
SHE HAS BOTH WIT AND HUMOR,
AND A HEART THAT’S OPEN WIDE
SHE’S A LADY OF GOOD CHARACTER
WHO’LL WALK BESIDE YOU, STRIDE FOR STRIDE
EVERY NIGHT ANOTHER POEM
IF NOT, THEN EVERY DAY
I COULD WRITE UNTIL FOREVER
AND STILL HAVE MUCH TO SAY

And what is it to work with love?
January 4, 2008“And what is it to work with love? It is to weave the cloth with threads drawn from your heart, even as if your beloved were to wear that cloth. It is to build a house with affection, even as if your beloved were to dwell in that house. It is to sow seeds with tenderness and reap the harvest with joy, even as if your beloved were to eat the fruit. It is to charge all things you fashion with a breath of your own spirit, And to know that all the blessed dead are standing about you and watching.”
- Kahlil Gibran

Quote: I hate love
December 28, 2007“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love”.
- Neil Gaiman

Love is ….
December 12, 2007“Love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without. If you don’t start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who’ll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I’m not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you’ll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love – well, you haven’t lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived”.
[William Parrish] from the movie, Meet Joe Black (1998)

power of love
December 1, 2007“When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will finally know peace”.
- Jimi Hendrix

incompleteness in absence
November 30, 2007“Today I begin to understand what love must be, if it exists. When we are parted, we each feel the lack of the other half of ourselves. We are incomplete like a book in two volumes of which the first has been lost. That is what I imagine love to be: incompleteness in absence.”
- Goncourt

Pieces – Song By: Red
November 24, 2007
Song: Pieces Song By: Red
Lyrics:
I’m here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I’ve lost so much along the way
Then I’ll see your face
I know I’m finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
I’ve come undone
But you make sense of who I am
Like puzzle pieces in your eye
Then I’ll see your face
I know I’m finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
I tried so hard, So hard,
I tried so hard…
Then I’ll see your face
I know I’m finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
So you can make me whole. . .”

Wise
November 23, 2007“He who is in love is wise and is becoming wiser, sees newly every time he looks at the object beloved, drawing from it with his eyes and his mind those virtues which it possesses”.
– You don’t have to know everything to be wise. You can be a highly educated person and still be dumb as a post in life. –

When someone hurts you
November 23, 2007“When someone hurts you, cry a river, Build a bridge and get over it!”.

Stay positive
November 22, 2007You can shed tears that he is gone
Or you can try to smile because he has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back
Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.
Your heart can be empty because you can’t see him
Or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can cry and close your mind,
Be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what he would want
Smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

Minutes To Fall In.
November 19, 2007It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and an day to love someone… but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Quote – Do you know why?
November 15, 2007“Sometimes the help we need is not the help we want.
Do you know why God put people’s faces on the front of their bodies?
Faces are in front so people can see where they’re going, Not where they’ve been.
We have to go forward, not backward.”

Quote: Love is..
November 15, 2007“Love is broad; if you love someone, you love all things, not just their beauty. Love is narrow; you love one and only one, compared to them, no one matters.”
A. Braxton

I will not die an unlived life
November 15, 2007I will not die an unlived life,
I will not live in fear of falling or catching fire,
I choose to inhabit my days,
To allow my living to open me,
To make me more accesssible,
To loosen my heart until it becomes a wing,
A torch, a promise.
I choose to risk my significance;
To live so that what comes to me, as seed,
Goes to the next as blossom,
Then goes on to bear fruit.

I am pale with longing for my beloved;
November 14, 2007I am pale with longing for my beloved;
People believe I am ill.
Seizing on every possible pretext,
I try to meet him “by accident.”
They have sent for a country doctor;
He grabs my arm and prods it;
How can he diagnose my pain?
It’s in my heart that I am afflicted.
Go home, country doctor,
Don’t address me by my name;
It’s the name of God that has wounded me,
Don’t force your medicines on me.
The sweetness of his lips is a pot of nectar,
That’s the only curd for which I crave;
Mira’s Lord is Giridhar Naagar.
He will feed me nectar again and again.
- Mirabai
– from Women Writing in India: 600 BC to the Present: Volume 1, Edited by Susie Tharu / Edited by K. Lalita

The beauty of a woman
November 14, 2007The beauty of a woman
Must be seen from her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart,
The place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman
Is not in a facial mole,
But true beauty in a woman
Is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
The passion that she shows,
The beauty of a woman
With passing years-only grows

Quote
November 14, 2007They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world:
Someone to love,
Something to do,
and Something to hope for.
Thomas Edward Bodett

WORDS of WISDOM
November 14, 2007* Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
* When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us.
* The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had.
* It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.
* Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love you back! Don’t expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn’t, be content that it grew in yours.
*It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
* Don’t go for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
* Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
* May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.
* Always put yourself in others’ shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.
* The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
* Happiness lies ahead for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
* The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
* When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you’re the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
* Remember that some of the world’s nicest joys are its most special people and that you are one of them.
* Imagine what the view will look like when you get where you’re going.
* When you’ve been working too hard, give your batteries time to recharge.
* One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself, “How did I get through all of that?” Just never let go of hope. Just never quit dreaming. And never let love depart from your life.
* Remember that you are someone who is thought of – with friendship and with love.

The new Version of LOVE
November 13, 2007Original Version
If you love someone,
Set her free…
If she comes back, she’s yours,
If she doesn’t, she’s never was….
The New Versions…..
Pessimist:
If you love someone,
Set her free …
If she ever comes back, she’s yours,
If she doesn’t, as expected, she never was …
Optimist:
If you love someone,
Set her free …
Don’t worry, she will come back.
Suspicious:
(1) If you love someone,
Set her free …
If she ever comes back, ask her why.
(2) If you love someone,
Set her free … but get someone to follow her
(3) If you love someone,
…. are you sure you love that someone?
Go-getter:
If you love someone,
Set her free …
If she comes back, she’s yours,
If she doesn’t, go get her !
Hunter:
If you love someone,
Set her free …
Don’t even wait whether she comes back, go hunt her down!
Impatient:
If you love someone,
Set her free …
If she doesn’t comes back within some time forget her.
Patient:
If you love someone,
Set her free …
If she doesn’t come back, continue to wait until she comes back …
Playful:
If you love someone,
Set her free …
* If she comes back, and if you love her still, set her free again,
repeat *
C++ Programmer:
if(you-love(m_she))
m_she-free();
if(m_she == NULL)
m_she= new CShe;
A Friend’s View
If you love someone,
Set her free…
If she comes back, then she’s a FOOL
A Second Girlfriend’s Advice
If you had loved someone,
Set her free…
If she comes back, well, I will take care of her…
Technically Speaking
If you love someone,
Set her memory free…
If she comes back, – memory corrupted
If she doesn’t, – Limited memory

My faithful mask
November 13, 2007Surrounded by unknowns,
They cannot see my face.
Beneath my covers,
I hide my inner secrets.
No one knows who I am,
I do not wish to reveal it.
The true self which lies within,
Can never face the world.
For I have so much to hide,
And so little trust in you.

Love Is
November 12, 2007Love is the light you wear,
The radiant shining in your eyes
Love is a drop of water in your palm, blue and clear,
The sweet smell of honey on your skin.
Love is morning with sun crushing in,
Sun that rose in the middle of the night
Love is feeling your words on my skin,
A sea of burning rays diving into it.
Love is my thirst to look into your eyes,
Hunger for the sound of your voice
Love is the touch that never dies,
The burning of your kisses on my lips.
Love is a warm breeze escaped from the cold,
A drop of dew moistening the wings of a bird
Love is the end of loneliness and the dark,
The thorn you put into my heart.
Love is you beside me, though so far away,
The perfume of a sweet illusion
Love is a night breaking into day,
The memory of something good without a shape.
Love is the yearning for all your soul,
The smells of roses and mist becoming one
Love is being home
Bewitched with spells of the hearth.
Love is fantasy turned into reality,
Water easing over stone
Love is knowing you with clarity,
Freedom of a bird in flight.
Love is passion, obsession and craziness,
Being delirious because of happiness
Love is a fever that burns inside,
A fire that eats up the mind.
Love is the flame that sets your heart on fire,
The final rescue of a forgotten soul
Love is stepping over the edges of desire,
A lost dream taking shape.
Love is music for the deaf and sunlight for the blind,
Looking through a kaleidoscope full of funny glass
Love is the sound of your voice in the night,
The air filled with your presence.
Love is the meaning of life and the reason to be,
A wave swimming in the middle of an ocean
Love is you, love is me,
Fear of losing you, though you’re here.

Love
November 12, 2007PAIN IS LOVE AND LOVE IS BLISS
IT’S HARD GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS
BUT WHEN I SEE A SMILE ON YOUR FACE
I KNOW I’M IN A BETTER PLACE


I love you with all my heart
November 8, 2007Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can’t control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

Teach me
November 8, 2007Teach me how to build a nest
I’ll teach you how to fly,
Teach me to reach the shore
I’ll teach you to swim and dive
Come, take my hand,
And together we shall see,
What’s on the other side.

Quote: In Real Love
November 7, 2007“In real love you want the other person’s good. In romantic love you want the other person.”

Thank you Doctor
November 7, 2007An extensive operation on a 2-year-old girl born with four arms and four legs went “wonderfully well” doctors said Wednesday as they announced that she was safe and stable after more than 40 hours of surgery.
A team of 30 doctors successfully removed the child’s extra limbs, salvaged her organs, and rebuilt her pelvis area, Dr. Sharan Patil said Wednesday from a Bangalore hospital. The hospital’s foundation is paying for the operation.
“Beyond our expectations, the reconstruction worked wonderfully well,” Patil said.
Thank you Doctor. It’s your love towards humanity, Strong Desire for the Highest Good and Best Welfare of the World saved her..

(Lakshmi, second from left, sits in her mother Poonam’s lap as she poses next to with her father Shambhu and brother Mithilesh, right, at the Sparsh Hospital in Bangalore, India)
Cute n Brave girl Laxmi


Be in Love
November 7, 2007I feel as though the whole world
should be in love, constantly.
We should all be falling in and out
of love, breaking people’s hearts
and waiting for someone else
to heal ours. One love is a gorgeous thing,
but if you can’t find the one
then collect them all: slivers
of hearts or snippets of veins
and catch their blood in a vial.
I want to scream, wake up world!
Let’s fall in love! and walk through
the streets holding hands
with strangers and smiling at
that man walking around
with a piece of cardboard saying
‘free hugs’ and spreading joy
like butter.
And yet, I’ve only ever been in love
once. Who knows if he was worth it
then or worth it now,
but he’s the past.
Take my hand and kiss
my fingertips and I will
kiss your eyelids.
But if I fall out of love today,
I will leave come tomorrow.
By – Laala Kashef Alghata

FAILED
November 6, 2007Confined to a world that
doesn’t want me.
Is there any way to escape?
What is this “love” you speak
of.
This “love” does not exist in
my world.
My heart and mind try their
hardest to learn the ways of
loving, but they just can’t.
Saying that you love me is just
a way that you try to
make me feel better.
I say the same words that you
say to me, but it is just a
lie coming from my mouth.
I only utter those words because
you said them and my body
has no real idea the emotions
behind that phrase.
My heart has hardened itself
to learning or understanding
this emotion.
“Love…?”

Sweet dreams
November 6, 2007Sweet dreams, my sweet,
Until the next day we meet.
Another eternity without your lovely face.
Another eternity longing for your embrace.
A long short while measured in tick-tocks.
How cruel, the so slow hand of the clock.
And time spent near
Is time spent dear.
To hear your laugh, a lifting litany.
To see your smile, a portrait of beauty.
To feel your touch, a searing delicacy.
What more could want and not be gotten?
Just a few moments more of precious heaven.
Sweet dreams, my darling,
Until tomorrow’s dawning.
Bright new hours of torturous fire
To ponder away upon thoughts of desire.

Foever Gone
November 6, 2007rising as the somke
off my cigarette
comming up from the depths
of the coldest heart
lost in the wind that sweeps us away
my soul vanishes
into thin air
love gone
life belittled
gone forever never
form you again
to the end i’m gone
forever never again

Melancholy
November 5, 2007I used to be okay,
I used to be strong.
But the walls around me crumbled,
And my life became wrong.
The lies crept in on silent feet.
Poisoning my neurotic mind,
Slowly wrapping me in defeat.
I lied when I said I didn’t love you.
I lied when I said I could move on.
I lied when I said you didn’t matter,
And I lied when I said it didn’t hurt.
You were the catalyst,
Detroying everything in sight.
You broke me down,
And I was too weak to fight.
Now you are gone,
Yet your corrosive effect remains.
I await within my insanity to see you again,
For my blood to race and my heart stop.
I’m just dying for you to get on top.
Own me, control me, violate me.
End the aching and just…
Take me for all I can be.
I surrender myself completely;
Mind, body, and soul.
But you had your chance,
And my weakened morals were worth nothing.
It was simply a meaningless, tormenting dance.
What you still want, I shall never know.
But I would wait for you till the end of eternity,
If only you would tell me so.

In a moment of weakness
November 5, 2007In a moment of weakness
I turned to you
In a moment of weakness
You let me through
You held me close with broken wings
I can hear your laughter as the devil sings
In a moment of weakness,
you healed my soul
yet tore me apart
In a moment of weakness
you made me whole
but broke my heart
In a moment of weakness
I let you go
From my moment of weakness
I’m all alone…

Love Quote of the Day
November 5, 2007“A kiss upon the hand of someone you truly love is more beautiful, and more valuable than any diamond or gem could ever be.”

Found a reason
November 3, 2007“I’ve found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you”

We become alive
November 3, 2007I’m lonely
But then
Aren’t you lonely too?
Come then
Walk along with me
And though we but travel
A short while together
We become more alive in each other
Changing what might have been
Into something
That lends a deep meaning
To life itself
And though we but travel
A short while together
I think perhaps
You are with me forever.

That’s alright
November 2, 2007To love one that is lost.
To love one that is taken.
Ever since that day,
My life has been shaken.
My feelings are so strong,
but not much to you.
Although I’m still glad,
you’re here to help me through.
We’ve been through the good.
We’ve been through the bad.
It’s hard to believe,
that I am so sad.
I still love you true,
although it’ll never be.
There’s something in him
that you don’t see in me.
But I guess that’s ok,
because I’ll still be here.
And even if that’s so,
I still have fear.
What will happen to me,
I still don’t know.
But if the pain is too great,
I won’t let it show.
Because you mean so much,
our friendship I will treasure.
And I’ll be content,
as long as you have pleasure.
I know that you’ll forget me,
but that’s alright.
Because I’ll always love you,
with all of my might.

Stars Join Us
November 2, 2007Sitting, alone, darkness consumes.
No one can see the girl.
With bright eyes.
And one curl.
She’s almost saddened by this.
Her most extrordinary show.
It will go unnoticed.
No one will know.
Till they find her limp body.
Alone in her bed.
The lost memories.
Of the life she’d led.
She wanted to see the pain.
The blood drip from her wrist.
Because she had aimed for her goals.
She aimed, and she missed.
She wants to swallow the peace.
Feel the freedom spread through her veins.
Find an everlasting love.
Take away her pains.
She wants to die alone.
The same way she was always found.
Alone with herself.
No other soul around.
And as she got ready.
She turned out the lights.
To die in the darkness.
To escape all life’s frights.
But when the lights went out.
Some magic occured.
The room lit up.
And a memory was stirred.
She recalled a day.
She’d been talking with a friend.
Talking about life.
How much she wanted it to end.
But her friend said no.
She said I love you.
And you know it.
The stars join us two.
No matter where you are.
When you can see the sky.
Glance at the stars.
And reconcider why.
Why do you want to die?
Where has your meaning gone?
Will it be refound?
Will it rise with suns dawn?
If you have any question.
If you know it could.
Then please hold on.
You know that you should.
Because I love you.
My love is in the star.
It is always in my heart.
Whether near or far.
So when the lights went out.
And you saw the glow.
You knew that those lit up stars.
Were your reason not to go.
So you sat back in bed.
Put the knife aside.
Recapped the pills.
And thought how you almost died.
How you almost gave up.
How you based your life on your past.
Knowing full well.
That the past will never last.
So as you lay there that night.
With a refound hope in your heart.
You knew you could find.
A way to restart.
Your life will start now.
It will be based on stars.
Your past will not matter.
Nor will engraved scars.
Because you love’s in the stars.
And stars never die.
So if you ever question.
That’s your reason why.

How can I ever make you feel how much I love you?
November 2, 2007Everytime I try to tell you I love you,
Words don’t seem quit strong enough,
And everytime I hug you
It doesn’t even compare to my love..
I tried to write you a love letter,
But everytime I fail..
My feelings for you are more beautiful,
It’s even better than a true fairytale.
I never could have hoped,
I found someone like you..
And from the day I met you,
I never wished for anyone new.
I guess there are just a few words,
That try to make you understand,
I feel save and loved,
Even knowing my heart lies in your hand
I love you so much.. forever!

Sometimes
November 2, 2007I hear a breath from a distance
Not knowing who it’s from
I stay still and do not look back
Who is it from – I ponder the thought
I wait and wait – wondering
Sometimes, just sometimes it’s the answer we seek
that we don’t really want to know

Love Quote of the Day
October 29, 2007“You know when you listen to music playing from another room? And you’re singing along because it’s a tune that you really love? When a door closes or a train passes by so you can’t hear the music anymore, but you sing along anyway…then, no matter how much time passes, when you hear the music again, you’re still in the exact same time with it. That’s what love is like.”
Anonymous

control
October 29, 2007You know, there are some things that you can control and make it work within your hands; but then there are things that can’t be molded inside your hands, they are out of your control.

Quote of the day
October 29, 2007The really potent part of love is that it allows you to carry around beliefs about yourself that make you feel special, desirable, precious, innately good. Your lover couldn’t have seen [these qualities] in you, even temporarily, if they weren’t part of your essential being.
Martha Beck, O Magazine, February 2003

Some fill with each good rain
October 28, 2007There are different wells within your heart.
Some fill with each good rain,
Others are far too deep for that.
In one well
You have just a few precious cups of water,
That ‘love’ is literally something of yourself,
It can grow as slow as a diamond
If it is lost.
Your love
Should never be offered to the mouth of a
Stranger,
Only to someone
Who has the valor and daring
To cut pieces of their soul off with a knife
Then weave them into a blanket
To protect you.
There are different wells within us.
Some fill with each good rain,
Others are far, far too deep
For that.
14th century Persian ghazal by Hafiz — Khwajeh Shams al-Din Muhammad Hafez-e Shirazi — as translated by Daniel Ladinsky)
From Ladinsky D. (1999) The gift: poems by Hafiz the great Sufi master. Penguin: New York, via The Songs of Hafiz

smile
October 28, 2007I watched you from far
I see pain in your eyes
You smile so nicely
I can’t believe
How prefectly you hide loneliness
with a flawless joyous smile

Journey
October 27, 2007” I’m walking slowly because I was once in a hurry
And I carry this smile because I’ve cried too much “

Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
October 26, 2007wonderful song…movie: namaste london
(Hindhi Movie Song)
Main Jahaan Rahoon
Main Kahin Bhi Hoon
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
Kisi Se Kahoon
Ke Nahi Kahoon
Yeh Jo Dil Ki Baat Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
Main Jahaan Rahoon
Main Kahin Bhi Hoon
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
Kahin To Dil Mein Yaadon Ki
Ek Suli Gad Jaati Hai
Kahin Har Ek Tasveer Bhahut Hi Dhondhali Pad Jati Hai
Koi Nayi Duniya Ke Naye Rango Mein Khush Rehta Hai
Koi Sab Kuch Paake Bhi Yeh Mann Hi Mann Kehta Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai – 3
Kahin To Beete Kal Ki Jadein
Dil Mein Hi Utar Jaati Hai
Kahin Jo Dhage Tute To Malaayen Bhikar Jaati
Koi Dil Mein Jagah Nayi, Baaton Ke Liye Rakhta Hai
Koi Apni Palko Par Yaadon Ke Diye Rakhta Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai

Last Goodbye
October 26, 2007This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it’s over
Just hear this and then i’ll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you’ll ever know
This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can’t we overcome this wall
Well, maybe it’s just because i didn’t know you at all
Kiss me, please kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know it makes me so angry ’cause i know that in time
I’ll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye
Did you say ‘no, this can’t happen to me,’
And did you rush to the phone to call
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind
Saying maybe you didn’t know him at all
You didn’t know him at all, oh, you didn’t know
Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
Burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memories
Offer signs that it’s over… it’s over

Loneliness and togetherness…
October 25, 2007You and I are both lonely,
Lost in our own worlds,
Trying to find ourselves,
Trying to find each other.
A sweet dream it would be,
To awaken in your arms,
To be able to kiss your lips,
To have such a precious gift.
I yearn for your company,
Though we are lost in what to do,
Lost in our own worlds,
Let us be lost together.
Take my hand and bid farewell
To confusion and the loneliness,
You and I will finally be one,
Living within our own sweet love.

Medicine
October 24, 2007Love medicine is Easy Medicine.. Most powerful stimulant of the immune system.. It can create miracles exceptionally beyond our knowledge… and The Truth is – Unconditional Love always Heals.

A day without you
October 24, 2007A day without you
Is a day without light
You are the love that brings
The sunshine to my life
A day without you
Is a day feeling blue
I want to spend every day
Being loved by you
A day without you
Is a day filled with pain
Countless tears I dry from my eyes
As they fall like rain
A day without you
I don’t want to live
That’s why I’ll be here
Waiting for you until eternity

Red earth and pouring rain
October 22, 2007What could my mother be
to yours? What kin is my father
to yours anyway? And how
did you and I meet ever?
But in love our hearts are as red
earth and pouring rain:
mingled
beyond parting.
Kuruntokai – 40 (Tamil: குறுந்தொகை)
.
The translation by renowned folklorist, the late AK Ramanujan from:
.
Yaayum (n)yaayum yaaraagiyaro
Yendaiyum Nundaiyum emmurai kelir
Yaanum neeyum evvazhi aridhum
chempulap-peineer pola
anbudai nenjamthan kalandanavey
குறிஞ்சி – தலைவன் கூற்று
யாயும் ஞாயும் யாரா கியரோ
எந்தையும் நுந்தையும் எம்முறைக் கேளிர்
யானும் நீயும் எவ்வழி யறிதும்
செம்புலப் பெயனீர் போல
அன்புடை நெஞ்சம் தாங்கலந் தனவே.
-செம்புலப் பெயனீரார்.
It is a Classical Tamil poem from The Kuruntokai, Anthology of Sangam Literature. Author is unknown, but for reference’s sake, Tamil Pandits have called him(?) “Chempulap-Peineerar” which refers to the picturesque idiom used in its last line. The period assigned to it is between 1 BC to 3AD.

Love Quote of the Day
October 22, 2007“Love is just an abbreviation for everything we have ever wanted to say about that one person who truly means something to us, all wrapped up in a tiny four-letter box”.
- Anonymous

A thought for today…
October 21, 2007In True Love, the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged.

Fears
October 21, 2007You don’t realize how much you need somthing until it isn’t there. –
The person that makes you happiest in life can also make you the saddest. –
Some people act all cheerful and merry, but deep inside, the true miserable feelings lay hidden. –
At some point everyone thinks about killing themself or someone –
that pop-ups will never stop!!!!!!

Direction
October 21, 2007I used to feel fine
you were to be mine
I need direction
to take me to you

Honest poetry
October 19, 2007I’m sick of this
I’ve been a puppet on your string for too long
You don’t own me
I’m tired of being strong for you
Now
I’m doing it for me
And if I wanna break down
That’s what I’m gonna do.
You kept telling me to stay quiet
Take a back seat
Hold everyone else together
What about me?
Watching everyone fall apart around me
Couldn’t join in
Just watching it all crumble
A lone pillar in the metaphorical destruction
Arguing over petty shit
A car door is metal
There are more important things
Like life
Health
And family
But you don’t seem to care
Don’t tell me to shut up
For the past month
That’s all I’ve done.
Silence from me on the outside
But inside
Nothing but noise
Anger
Destruction
Collapse
Fear
Pain
Watch my façade
It won’t last long
Its getting old
Watch it crumble like the rest of this fucked up situation
Pain?
Pills numb the pain.
But that’s not the answer
I’m in a cyclone speed mental spiral
down
down
down
Need to find the brake before its too late
Too late
too late..

Love quote 11-Oct-2007
October 11, 2007“And let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit. For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of its own mystery is not love but a net cast forth: and only the unprofitable is caught”. Khalil Gibran in The Prophet

Love Quote 10-Oct-2007
October 10, 2007“Journeys end in lovers meeting, Every wise man’s son doth know”.
William Shakespeare in Twelfth Night (II, iii, 44-45)

Love Quote 09-Oct-2007
October 9, 2007“If you cannot love yourself, you have no chance to love another person.”
Matthew Ford

to Girl of My Dreams
October 8, 2007In my reality, you are my friend, my companion, and my buddy. Yet, in my dreams, you are my lover, my soul mate, and my girl. Why do you stir my emotions so? How can I get so emotional over a girl so far away? This love that I have for you seems so pure and yet so unnatural. Why do I carry such heavy emotions for someone who sees me as a friend? Your simple beauty is ever present due to your grace and sensitivity. Your long dark hair, thick and lustrous, rests neatly upon your shoulders. Your smooth and simple curves are aligned so well upon your tiny frame. Your warm, gentle smile soothes the torrid seas of my heart and soul. Your voice is as soft and mellow as angel harp strings. I am enchanted by your simple poise and charm. Your strength and resilience is amazing. How can someone so dainty can bear the weight of the world on such small shoulders? A lesser woman would be driven insane and yet, you continue to endure. The arrows of scorn from your parents and the impatient desires of men do not belay you from what is important, your self-respect and future. Your slender arms ache under the weight of heavy trays. Your legs and feet are sore from all the walking. Oh how I wish I could help carry your burden a little. I feel so helpless sometimes for the sheer fact that I am not close to you. I understand, that your heart belongs to another, yet if this was a different time and circumstance, I would love for us to be together. Yet, the Almighty doesn’t give man too much opportunity in the love department. You are in my prayers as well as my thoughts and dreams. I pray that you will keep your good judgment, that you will never leave me alone, and that you will always be my friend. I long for the day we meet face to face. I will introduce you to my world. To see simple beauty of Mother Nature. You could run and frolic in the field like the flower maiden I see in my dreams. To introduce you to my family and to their home cooking. I can’t seem to get you out of my mind, I think about you all-day and everyday. Even thought my love runs deep, I have nothing but the deepest respect for. Your friendship is more valuable than all my emotions are worth. As long as you are in my dreams, you will never be forgotten. Now as I lay myself down, I begin to see you in my eyes and I know it will be a sweet dream.

Love Quote 08-Oct-2007
October 8, 2007“Love is something more stern and splendid than mere kindness”.
C.S. Lewis

My Immortal
October 5, 2007I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

Words I Truely Love
October 5, 2007We’re drifting apart,
But I won’t give up, no
Wherever you are I belong
Love sings us a song
But we fail to sing along
Wherever you go I will follow
So please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
And if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Please
don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
And
if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
You
try to be strong
You’ve tried it oh so long
Whatever I do I do it wrong
And love sings our song
So eager to sing along
Whatever you do I know it
So please don’t let it
Please
don’t let it go
Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Don’t let go of life
Let
go of love
Let go of all we have
So
don’t let go of trust
Let go of lust
Let go of all we share
Love is a flame that can’t be tamed
And though we are it’s willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame
Trust is a word all lovers know
The glorious art of staining souls, my darling
We
are not the ones to blame
The more we have the more we want
And the more it hurts our hearts, my baby
It
always ends up in tears
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending, it’s alright
So
keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s alright
When doubts arise the game begins
The one we will never win, my baby
It always ends up in tears
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending, it’s alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s
alright
Come on…
So keep on pretending
Our
heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending, it’s alright
So keep on pretending
It
will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s alright
Love is a flame that can’t be tamed
And though we are it’s willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame
Just one look into your eyes
One look and I’m crying
’cause you’re so beautiful
Just one kiss and I’m alive
One kiss and I’m ready to die
’cause you’re so beautiful
Just one touch and I’m on fire
One touch and I’m crying
’cause you’re so beautiful
Just one smile and I’m wild
One smile and I’m ready to die
’cause you’re so beautiful
My darling
Oh you’re so beautiful
You’re so beautiful
Oh
my baby
You’re so beautiful
And you’re so beautiful
Oh
my darling
Oh my baby
And you’re so beautiful

what is Love?
October 5, 2007love is what you make it .. A phone call to say I’m thinking about you .. A samll note packed in with lunch … an e-mail saying hope you are having a good day. Love is saying I’m sorry .. Tears, laughter, smiles, and cuddles. Love is a unique gift from the heavens above. Love is everlasting

it’ll be too late
October 4, 2007I’m gonna simile like nothing’s wrong …
talk like everything is perfect …
act like its a dream …
and pretend nothing is hurting me …
’cause I’ll find my way..
I know you’ll wake up one day..
but it’ll be too late

What is Love ?
October 3, 2007What is Love ?
It is when a mother touches her new born for the first time
Looking into the small eyes of innocence
Feeling the wealth of creation
Being so complete within
What is Love ?
It is when you look into the eyes of someone
And you see into their soul
It is when you are with someone that makes you feel
Like the world will never end
You endure life together with no question to the task
What is Love ?
It is when your soul is complete
And your heart is light without burden
When you work together to acheive your dreams
To feel at peace with in
What is Love ?
It is sands blowing in the wind
The waves caressing the shores
Water running in a stream
The wind blowing in the trees
Rain falling outside
Being by an old open fire inside
A white frost in the morning
The cristle lights when the sun is rising on a new day
Casting the long shadows of the dawn

OPENING TO LOVE
October 3, 2007Dear God,
Please show me how to love.
Teach me how to extend my light into the life of another.
Remove the barriers to my soul, the walls which stand in front of my heart,
My commitment to aloneness,
My resistances to joining.
I do not seek love, dear God, for I know it is all around me.
I seek instead the healing of my resistance to it, the strengthening of my spirit;
That I might learn to love, to love well, to love fully, to love deeply.
When my true love calls, dear Lord,
Please keep my ears open.
Let me not shut down.
Let me not forsake him.
Let me always remember that his call to love him is my call to love You.
Thank you very much.
Amen.
Prayers from ILLUMINATA
by Marianne Williamson

Love is our fuel.
October 3, 2007Love is our fuel. It gives grace to progress and blessing to our will for power. We fail in our deepest responsibility to God and to ourselves each time we fail to declare love and act on love and witness to love.
From A Woman’s Worth

The Upset
October 3, 2007There seems to be an issue
Left unchecked and yet denied
A promise made without much thought
Now chained we must abide
Still you refuse to realize
The desperateness within my eyes
I wish a way, I wish to find
A safe way to leave you behind
My life would then be empty
For you complete what I am
But your life remains unfinished
While I keep you from His hand
You truely claim that you cannot
Remain to be happy, while I am not
Yet that’s the way that it must be
Since this won’t last because of me

Empty Fire
October 2, 2007Tonight’s a burning loneliness
Bleak and empty, cloudless above
The absence of the moon speaks
Of the absence of our love
The coldest of wind in the air
The darkest of black in the sky
Frigid and opaque, the adjectives
That aptly describe you and I

Now & Forever
October 1, 2007Everywhere I go I feel you My angel
You guarding My soul, never let me fall
I feel You in my Shadow walking Beside Me
I know, Now & Forever you will be with me

Queries
October 1, 2007How many times
Has it been
That you have given up
Everything
The love that you gained
Was it worth all the pain
Of letting go?
I’d like to feel
That what we have is real
Enough for me to do the same.
Don’t leave me lying here
Bedded in poisonous fear
That it’s not what we thought
Love can be misapprehension
So is it worth all this tension
For those moments of bliss?
I ask you these queries
In aim to calm my worries
That this is really love

the truth
October 1, 2007Sometimes I stand
In a light so blinding
I forget darkness
and hold my breath
afraid
it may
all
be
a dream



Jeff Buckley – Grace (1994)